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Hating the World

November 7, 2012 (Night)

Exercise Type: Run

Weather: 50 Dark

Comments:
The Shell to the Capital and back-

I came into today in a rather bitter and depressed mood because of the way last night's event transpired, and also managed to get back a somewhat disastrous test today, after which I finally lost my composure despite somehow having the strength to keep it all of yesterday. I was much more pissed than I think I let on.

The run was mostly me thinking about the future and how much I hate it, the idea that things will never get better only worse. The best days of life are over; the darkness is coming and there will be no dawn.