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A Struggle of Life

March 26, 2013 (Morning)

Exercise Type: Run

Weather: 25 Partly Cloudy

Comments:
The Shell past the capital on Washington to North to Johnson back-

I ran while waiting for the electrodes to clean again before I could do my experiment. I'm having another bout of depression since last night, something of an existential crisis. I suppose these are hardly rare for me and I grow weary from them. This time is especially bad though. Ugh I hate life sometimes; I'm just not allowed to quit when it stops being fun. Yesterday I felt so alive and today I feel like an old man, weary, miserable, and defeated.

All things considered the run wasn't half bad. Often when I'm in this state, going for a run brings out the very worst in me but today I actually felt better when I finished than before I began. I did have to go the bathroom for the second half though, which was unfortunate.