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solo south EUG run

March 5, 2014 (Night)

Exercise Type: Run

Comments:
Not a great...day. Felt a lot of frustration about what I think is going on with Chels...just EMPTY! And on top of that, I feel her passive-aggresively criticising me, which just totally sucks.

The feelings from two weeks ago - that BURNED through me on the drive back from CA - returned: that SHE has the problem, that her value of what a relationship should be is way off: this idea of a "guardian" rather than a partnership. It's so flawed and, worst of all, I can't give her what she wants.

Didn't leave work 'til nearly 4 today, so the kids were long gone. I knew they had strength post-run, so I ran solo then met up with them in the HS. Felt OK but the stress of things drove up my HR. Still was able to avg 130.

Didn't see Jeff at all today. Watched the "strength workout": not sure I've ever seen a weaker group of kids. But it's not their fault: they're getting overworked...