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Off Day - Bike
August 31, 2021 (Morning)
Exercise Type: Other
Comments:
Some good rain this morning. I guess I dodged most of it. Had to get in early because we had an a2o in person meeting this morning. It was cool to sit around a circle with other people. I know its a huge movement towards "normal" but what I have come to realize is that I have been in isolated mode for so many years now (basically since defending) that it has taken over as the default, and I am feeling subconciously uneasy about moving back in and being social again. I thinks that's why I have had this cloud over me past week or so. I should be ecstatic about being part of a community but its just such a shock for me right now and will take time to adjust. I stayed late at lab to be in my comfort zone, its where I am most happy right now. There and on the streets. Got nice and chilly out on the bike home. Did hammer it as hard today, just taking time.