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BOB Firman

September 20, 2008 (Afternoon)

Exercise Type: Run

Weather: RAIN! lots of rain!

Comments:
I was totally freaking out before this race. i felt like i wasnt ready because i missed practice on thursday to sell consesions. which was fun! :)

the first mile i felt great i was moving forward soo easily and passing huge clumps of people! i kept getting stuck behind some people that were not going fast at all, and they were a little hard to pass at first because they were running side by side. but after i passed a couple clumps of people i could see Ashley and i was like NO WAY! and so i ran up to her and we ran together for a little wile but then she was just gone? and i didnt even notice i just looked over and she wasnt there. then i started freaking out becase i didnt want to finish first so i slowed down and a cople people passed me and i was like gosh that dosent feel right, i didnt like that at all, so ...

at like the 2nd ish mile i said screw it i am just going to run, but i still didnt run as fast as i could have, which i am REALLY disapointed about! i feel like a total idiot for slowing down just because i didnt want to be on varsity, and i still feel like an idiot. GOSH i cant believe i did that AHHHH i am soo mad at myself thats so dumb.

i dont know why i am so scared of being on varsity ? but i am totaly going to need to get over that, even tho i am SO far away from being anywhere close to varsity! i just wish during the race i would not have started freaking myself out about all that i was like a nurvas wreak, it was horrible, but i wasnt thinking about how i felt at all, which was a good thing. i guess.

that hill was really hard for me! haha when i was like half way up i would see Kotie haha that was cool :) when i saw her chering for me it helped me up the hill. haha.
my legs were BURINING!! haha. but going down felt great after going up. thats for sure!

and then at the end of the race when i could see the finish, Rusty said comon pass thoes three in frount of you! haha
i ended up passing 4 people!!! that felt great especially because i let like 5 pass me eirler. WHICH I CANT BELIEVE I DID! ahhhh! never again thats for sure!

i feel like i learned a lot on this race and i had a great time, it was kinda fun to run in the mud, well not really but what ever haha.

i just cannot get over that i slowed down so much.
AHH!!
o well i cant fix it now.

other than all of that i had a GREAT time!
:)