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Wisconsin

November 4, 2010 (Afternoon)

Exercise Type: Run

Weather: rainy

Comments:
i finally admitted to myself, and my friends (anthony included), that i don't want to run track this winter. i signed up for basketball. if i like it, that's what i'll be doing this winter. if after the first couple days i'm miserable or miss the xc team, then i guess i'll come back to track. i mean, i can't not do something athletic. so anyway, i really need some time to figure things out - what i'm doing, why i run, who i am, where my passions are...and i'm not ready to deal with everything and all those things troubling me in cross country. i'm not running away, i just need some time. if i don't run this winter, i'll be back come spring. and more than anything, i need to have fun. running used to be just that, but along the way, i think i've forgotten how to have fun. hopefully basketball will give me that. i love basketball, and its so much easier than running. its not such an awful mental mess. i'm just gunna be out there for try-outs on wednesday to have fun, that's it. i hope i'm making the right decision.