View Workout (Joe Uhan)
Body Weight Strength
July 11, 2022 (Night)
Exercise Type: Weights
Comments:
Worked and stuff until 6, then strength. Considered running, but decided against it (likely 2x Tuesday).
* abs
* push-ups + hip ABD
* split squat
* handstand/push-ups
* all 4's bent knee ext + arm swing/band row
Rest of the day:
* weed-whipped the yard
* twilight fire
* LONG chat with Jules.
A. We went over SOME of the "weekend" (story/account of our amazing weekend from WSER). Interesting, just as we were getting to the steamy parts...Zack called her.
That was a good wake-up call for me, so (like 20min later) when she called back, I said we should not continue to rehash and instead cut to "now/the future".
B. We talked about "Now what?" She made it quite clear that:
* she truly loves me (hard - and I, her)
* she feels very guilty about what we did, while she's still with Zack
* she (made it fairly clear) that she, as she said, "break up....or, at least take a break" from him. But,
* she needs time (and more time, than like, 10 days - when I was considering coming to SF again to see her)
It was tough to swallow. I *believe* we have some sort of future. But that's been my "belief" since September, and - while it's proven to be true - it's been such a painstaking journey.
And, I suppose, that means more "pains-taking" in the next several weeks. We're planning on both going to Steamboat to see our former coworkers on 8/18. I hope to God she is "free" by then. If not...I'm not sure I can stomach seeing her and being able to act "normal".
But she seemed to indicate that she'd make her relationship transition a reality before then.
Until then: basically little-to-no communication. It's going to be TOUGH.